AM NOW AFRAID TO WRITE

Writing is an act of communication or expression of ones view or thoughts about an event,matter or subject. Writing is often describe as "tell me what you write and i will tell who you are" because it is a best form of revealing ones width. Most people seems to write only when emotional traumatized or angry by conveying information or taking note of information because of the so said faintest pencil mark is better and remarkable than the sharpest memory.

I started writing at primary level,picked up fully at primary five,dropped at Junior secondary School class three (JSS 3) ,picked up again,dropped again at Senior Secondary School class two (SS2) , Picked fully since then till this level i am. I didn't learn it from any institution outside normal English Language, Its a skill from God before i left his workshop. What i write get better day after day, whether am happy or sad like right now,i just still desire to write, nothing had seems to stop me but am now afraid certain things may stop me.

What i write has exposed me to the world and to the eyes of many who have believe am what i write, value and respect me,desire to be with me because of the sense i make in my write ups. That has gotten me afraid, i never wished and expected these. Am afraid because i may fall below expectations someday, am afraid because my views would be before me someday, Am afraid because i may not be able to deal with fame, Am now afraid because many including my family will misunderstand my ideas, Am now afraid because i may have offended many no matter how careful i try, Am now afraid because i may have sin against God in my write ups,Am now afraid because writing deserves maximum attention.

Through writing i have gotten many friends because a man is valuable for what he have or knows in this society. My friends are now my greatest worries. The love i have received from them am so afraid i won't be able to pay back,am so afraid i won't love them like they do, Am so afraid i will disappoint you and am so afraid I may have more fake friends.

What then should i do,quit the door that got me to this stage(Am equally afraid of quitting) or deal with it?. Now I so understand a forest that hate basket shouldn't grow mushrooms but does hating baskets stop people from entering into the forests with it?. As i decide on what to do bearing in mind people will always have opinions, I take revealing this to be my first step, i pray for wisdom and strength to overcome my fears and may my words live long in your hearts without being a problem and forgive me if it has been or will be. 

MY NAME IS ZEDICUS PIRO AND YOU KNOW SAY WORDS NO BE PROBLEM